Monday, October 1, 2007

funny how that happens

Isn't it amazing how you can be in a good mood and then you get a phone call or an email that just ruins it? I'm frustrated with myself for letting people get under my skin, but sometimes I just can't help it. And when it happens 2 times in 3 days, then it's just a party. I'm so irritated with people who can't see past their own nose and people who don't realize that in trying to make everyone happy, they are actually hurting more people in the process. I would like to scream, but I can't. I just have to paint my stupid smile on my stupid face because if I crack, I fear my whole world is going to crumble.

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Needless to say, I don't have anything fun to talk about right now. I wish I did, but I don't. It would just be more complaining about how tired, hungry and stressed out I am and how I have way to much to do, but not nearly enough time to do it and that's not fun. I don't even have a funny link or picture to leave you with. I must be in a bad mood! Maybe if I get some sleep, or watch Dr. Phil to see how much worse off people are than I am, I will feel better.

4 comments:

Andrea said...

Yep I know all about that "stupid smile" or you'll crack bit, it can really get to you after awhile. Take some time for yourself today and I hope you're feeling at peace again soon.

Sarah said...

ugh. I'm sorry you are having a rotten day. Hope you get a chance to sneak in a nap or quiet time for a few minutes today and have a better day tomorrow. And GRRRRR to whomever is bugging you!

kidletsmum said...

Eeek! I emailed you yesterday. I hope I'm not one of the three! Many apologies if I am.
Hang in there.

clanelder said...

No advice. Just a virtual hug. Can't wait to see you and Weston and finally meet CB! Love.